Break Free From Lies.
Live From Truth.

Resources to help you recognize the beliefs keeping you in cycles you no longer want to repeat, renew your mind with truth, heal with Jesus, and live more fully from your identity in Christ.

I wrote these resources out of my own journey of learning how deeply our experiences can shape what we believe about ourselves, God, and the life we are living.

Behind Enemy Lies shares my story and the truths God used to change my life. The Healing & Truth Journal gives you a place to begin working through your own thoughts, beliefs, wounds, and identity with Him.

Behind Enemy Lies Book
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Behind Enemy Lies

A Story of Redemption, Identity, and the God Who Heals

Many women live bound by lies about who they are, lies shaped by pain, shame, trauma, and what others have spoken over them.

For years, I believed I was defined by what had been done to me. Abuse and rejection distorted my sense of identity and my ability to trust God. Freedom felt distant. Healing felt out of reach.

But God had other plans.

Behind Enemy Lies is the story of how God began exposing those lies and showing me what was true.

Through my story, I share the beliefs that had shaped the way I thought and lived, where those beliefs came from, and what began to change as I learned more about the character of God, renewed my mind with truth, and allowed Him to heal places I had carried for years.

Through three defining encounters, I began to understand who God truly is and who I am because of Him. This matters, because you cannot fully know who you are in Christ if you do not know the heart of the Father who created you.

This book is not simply a story about what happened to me.

It is a story about what God can do when the lies we have believed are finally brought into the light.

If you have ever wondered why you can know what is true and still struggle to believe it for yourself, this book will help you begin looking at what may be shaping the way you see yourself, God, and your life.

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More Than a Memoir

My story may be different from yours, but the lies can sound very familiar.

Throughout Behind Enemy Lies, I share some of the hardest parts of my story, but I also share what God taught me through them.

You'll see how painful experiences can shape beliefs without us even realizing it. How those beliefs can affect our thoughts, choices, relationships, confidence, and ability to trust God. And how truth begins changing us when we stop simply trying to manage the behavior and start recognizing what we believe underneath it.

The book also walks through three defining encounters that changed the way I understood God and, in turn, changed the way I understood myself.

Because it is very hard to fully understand who you are in Christ when your view of the Father is distorted.

This is a story of redemption, healing, identity, forgiveness, mind renewal, and learning to see yourself through truth instead of through what has happened to you.

Kathryn May
Companion Resource

Healing & Truth Journal

Know Your Identity in Christ

Journaling has been a huge part of my own healing and mind renewal journey.

There is something powerful about slowing down long enough to put your thoughts on paper. It gives you a chance to see what you are thinking, recognize what you are believing, and bring those places to God instead of letting them keep running in the background.

That is why I created the Healing & Truth Journal.

This guided journal gives you a practical place to begin working through your own thoughts, beliefs, emotions, and identity with God.

You'll find guided prompts to help you lean into what God wants to say to you, along with Scripture about who you are in Christ for easy reference. At the bottom of each page, you'll also find promises from Scripture to bring you back to truth, even on the hardest days.

This is not about having the perfect quiet time or filling in every page the right way.

It is a place to be real with God, write down what He is showing you, recognize lies you have believed, and begin replacing them with what is actually true.

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Healing & Truth Journal
Read. Reflect. Renew.

The book tells my story. The journal helps you begin looking at yours.

You do not have to read Behind Enemy Lies to use the Healing & Truth Journal, but the two were created to complement each other.

As you read about the beliefs God exposed in my own life, the journal gives you a place to begin asking what you believe about yourself.

What experiences shaped those beliefs?

What do you believe about God because of what you have lived through?

Where is there a gap between what you know Scripture says and what you actually believe for yourself?

What thoughts keep showing up?

What truth does God want you to begin living from instead?

The goal is not simply to finish a book or fill up a journal.

The goal is transformation.

Healing isn't about becoming someone new. It's about remembering who you were before the world told you who to be.

Kathryn May
Reader Reviews

What Readers Are Saying

Real stories from women who have read Behind Enemy Lies

Ready to Begin?

You don't have to keep believing everything your experiences taught you about yourself.

Some beliefs have been with us for so long that they feel like part of who we are.

They aren't.

You can begin recognizing what you have believed, bringing those places to God, renewing your mind with truth, and learning to live from who you really are in Christ.

Behind Enemy Lies will let you walk beside me through that journey. The Healing & Truth Journal will give you a place to begin your own.